road to...nowhere?

so one of my favorite hobbies is running. actually, one of my favorite hobbies is cycling, but running is a great and practical way to keep in shape for that while hanging out with other people who love to do it. i have done a couple marathons and have had some amazingly beautiful runs, but i've mostly considered it a conditioner to help with riding and a way to get my muscles primed for stretching, which is one of the most enjoyable relaxation activities known to man (or to me).

the big contrast between me and true "runners," it seems, is that the latter seem to have an uncanny ability to reflect, process, think, and ideate while they are on their runs. i just don't do that. take yesterday for instance: i ran for 45 minutes from marina green to the bridge, through the presidio, and back - and what was on my mind? wow, the water is pretty...wow, it's hot outside today...whoa, that's a big dog...i wonder whether i should re-tie that somewhat loose shoelace...whoa, that's another big dog...wow, it's windy...and so on. in contrast, i've spoken to classmates, friends, and "athlete associates" who seem to come up with their best ideas while on the run.

so what's the opportunity cost of my going on a run? do i minimize my creative potential by continually putting myself in a place that doesn't render me an expert self-reflector? i would argue that it does not. for one, i place an immense value on being physically fit, because i think it clears a path for the mind to be more clear over the long run. two, i have a sense of accomplishment when i can go just a little faster...further...higher than i did before, and i think that does a lot for my confidence. third, i like to be able to to coach people to become more effective casual athletes, and i know this creates happiness for a wider circle of people. so while i am often frustrated that a friend might outline an enture 10-page paper with nothing but breeze and scenery in front of her while i need my laptop to do so, i actually wouldn't have it any other way.

will i ever be the reflective runner? will i ever see a baby and think about how i'd re-design the stroller he's being pushed in, or come up with a better idea for washing that boat i see being cleaned as i scamper by? maybe...but i guess it might be better to focus on the run for now.